Tuesday, August 10, 2004

don't feel like blogging

But I will for lack of anything better to do. Well, not too much happened yesterday really. Went to work and had nothing to do as usual, so spent the day surfing the web. Actually, I did work on my class schedule a bit for the fall semester. I was really hoping to have Fridays off, but I got stuck with this MWF CS class and it doesn't look like enough spots will open up for the MW class. Also, I took a closer look at my schedule and found out that on TR I'd be trying to get from Litton Reaves over to McBryde in the 10-15 minutes I have between class. There's no way that's going to happen unless I ride my bike, but that brings all sorts of other issues into the equation too. So, I sucked it up and thought about it and decided to change my stats course to MWF also and free myself up midday on TR. That way I'll just have two classes per day, and I'll be free on Tuesdays for peeps lunch...if we do it again. :) So maybe this schedule will be okay. Then, in the afternoon, like I said yesterday, I found out that E's grandma had a stroke. This really floored me and brought me back to earth a lot and I was just like, wow...man. So I called her on the way home and stuff and then prayed a bunch and then right after that found out that it wasn't a stroke but just a bad sickness or something and that her grandma is doing well and out of the hospital. So that was so awesome...almost like an instantaneous answer to prayer. :) So, I was feeling great from that whole rollercoaster, but then I spent most of the afternoon and evening on my laptop fixing some things, cleaning off some things and then doing stuff to my site. So that was good too I guess. But then I was talking on IM later and something came up that knocked me out of my peaceful and happy mood and I just went to bed all confused and angry again. Slept horribly on account of that, and then my brother was up until like 4am being all loud, plus Shadow likes to play at night and wake me up. So I got like zippy sleep last night and have been dying here so far this morning and quite moody. Not too happy with life at the moment on account of many things, most of which have to do with how I'm planning my future and big decisions I'm trying to make now without any peace and it's killing me. Arghhh....I swear it feels like I've lost more hair over the past three or four weeks than ever before. :-/ To quote one of my favorite Dave songs:

Then comes the day
Staring at myself I turn to question me
I wonder do I want the simple, simple life that I once lived in well?
Oh things were quiet then
In a way they were the better days

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